It has been around 4 years since I have had the chance to attend the large art fairs. A while back I would not miss one and was usually accompanied by museum donors and curatorial staff, and expected at certain gallery stands. This year I had the opportunity and the luxury to attend on my own timeline and focus on the feeling of the fairs; sighs in the air, anxious looks by gallery directors and their staff, lines at the café to get some fuel to continue standing upright for